ever wonder how something as small as finding the right guy/girl can rule your life?

a friend told me tonight that she intended to see me hooked up with someone the next time she sees me...which is in march. that got me thinking. do i get boyfriend for the sake of my friends or do i find someone that truly complements my personality and loves me for who i am? i certainly want the latter. i think part of the reason i want to be in a relationship is that all my friends are either hooking up or getting married. i seem to be the only one that is still single.

BUT there are a lot of my friends that are still single.

Ps Ken once remarked that we are beings of desire. whatever that means. he said youth want to find a life partner at their age, and that's fine, as long as it's within your boundaries.

another thing. BOUNDARIES. big word. are boundaries things people set for you or are they things you set yourself. i think it's both. i don't think i'm that malleable to other people's opinions but i think i do care what they think of me and what i do. people set the boundaries that others follow.

hmm..i don't think i'm making sense. it's late and this little girl needs her full nine hours of sleep.