friends are so hard to come by and even harder to keep. even though you pour the best into the relationship, you come out with nothing coz the other person just isn’t interested or just can’t be bothered. it seems like i’m the only one that seems to be the inviter, not the invitee. everything seems one-sided to me.

a friend was recently in Melbourne for easter. she seemed distant when i said hello and for some reason, seemingly wanting to spend as little time with me as possible. that’s probably not the case but body language can be read pretty easily. crossed arms, distracted when talked to, not bothering to call…sigh.

i guess this is what God feels like; to extend all His love to humanity only to receive nothing in response; to kill His only son only to be rejected. but i’m glad Jesus rose again today so we don’t have to go through the pain and suffering He went through on our behalf.