finally! exams are finished! for this block anyway. it was only by the grace of God that i passed my clinical exam. i thought i would fail! i forgot so many things. and i think i got UNSATISFACTORY for safety...which is a pretty big thing considering patients can fall and break something...or DIE!!!

i had a really good conversation with a good friend of mine about bgr. i think it's the uncertainty of who we will end up with that gets to me. he was just worried that she'll lose interest in him. conclusion was guys like girls with a smile (smile = genuine happiness/positivenes) and girls like guys with a plan. haha. pretty general but in a way true.

everywhere i look, there are people being affectionate, especially to one of the opposite sex (sometimes mum and infant..like the two i saw on the tram. their interaction made me smile but what an ugly baby!). there's this yearning in me to want someone i can care and be worried about (not in the jealous way) but there's also the part of me that enjoys being free to do anything i want and not be tied down to a relationship. btw, being tied down is not that bad. there are probably perks of which i don't know of due to the fact that i've never been in a relationship.

looking forward to going back to uni next week. at least there's snoring in lectures that are really important and time to be brain-dead for most of the day. zombies, we all are.