why is it the more i decide i don't want to think of him, the more i think of him?

there are so many things occupyin gmy mind at the moment and i have to think of HIM! sometimes, i don't know whether i like him for the sake of liking someone or that i truly do like him. the hardest thing to evaluate is your emotions. they play a havoc on your life whenever it suits them and nothing ever gets done in those moments. my friends give me the you'dbettercheckyourselfintoamentalinstitution look whenever i jump around for no reason they know of.

life is so complicated!

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Mikey the bombbomb killa! on 28 august 2005 at 03.44
Rahaha! *sings* Debbie's got a boooyfrieend, Deeeebbieee's GOT A BOY FRIEEEEND!! Sorry...so, who's this guy?? He better be a good guy, or I'll be giving you the assessyourmentalstate or whatever it is your friends said. You know what I think? I think, no matter what a crush is REALLY FUN! You don't even have to do anything about it! It's like a drug, whenever you remember this 'someone' you're like *sigh* and it feels GREAT!! I wish I had crush that was achievable...haha. Have fun, see you when I see you next.