it's been three weeks into my sabbatical from playing at gravitate and i'm missing it; i miss trying to figure out what happy pad to play, the itchy sensation of the in-ear fallbacks, the stuffups we do during practices (i.e. phanin's flying drumstick trick) and seeing where everyone's spiritual life is at through sharing and praying as a team.

having said that, it's also been nice standing back and observing the team from everyone else's vantage point, hearing what everyone else hears and seeing what everyone else sees. being on stage doesn't mean i hear everything that's going on (due to the newer fallback system we changed to).

at least i can enjoy the harmonies of the other vocalists for another two weeks.