i had my first double espresso at four today. my first cup of caffeine this year. in a long while. i think it was too much caffeine in one cup. i felt all weird, like the world was surreal but real at the same time. wow. i'm still feeling it. i had a heart rate of 98bpm when i was taking the train home. that's normal, you say. actually, my normal heart rate is 70pbm. 98 is pretty high. i tried to sleep then remembered that caffeine is a stimulant so trying to sleep wasn't such a good idea. instead, i amused myself counting the seconds the snoozing lady opposite me could keep her elbow up on the ledge on the train before sliding off and waking her. record? nineteen seconds. so every five to nineteen seconds, she wakes up. funny? yes, i thought so. did that ALL the way home. shows you how high i was.

actually, i think i still am. high, i mean. don't know if i'd be able to sleep tonight. oh, well. at least i'll have time to actually look for a two bedroom place. speaking of renting, i met my prospective housemate today. that was where i had the double espresso and the reason i feel so high at the moment. she seems nice. and yeah, she needs a bigger place. her studio apartment is literarily a shoebox. and her mum seems to think i understand her flurry on mandarine. i just nodded and smiled a lot.

things are looking up.

oh, by the way, the word 'high' makes up 1.7857142857142857142857142857143% of this post. that's how high i am. hmm...make it 2.1428571428571428571428571428571%.