she remembers.

she remembers sitting next to him. her adoring eyes were almost always looking at what he was doing. he asked to borrow a colour pencil. happily, she placed her box between them.

she remembers one day after recess he wasn't sitting in his seat anymore. she kicked up a fuss and wanted to sit next to him. she was told she had to sit in this new place. she looked next to her and saw no one she knew.

she remembers looking over to where he was sitting. he was getting comfortable with another.

thus was her first disappointment.

FINE, she silently screamed. you don't get to share my colour pencils with me.

she remembers getting on with her life.